Both my brother and I now have our purple belts in taekwondo. Though I only broke one board with a spinning back kick but it just goes to show I'm as good as I should be no better no worse. Thats not really what has been on my mind lately though. I've become fearful of my next few decisions brought on by the recent dreams and thoughts I've been having. At this point I have no regret of my past decisions because those decisions made me realize alot about myself. But now since I don't have anymore regret I don't know what to do next. I fear what I do next will just bring more. But other than that I couldn't ask for a better summer. And I'm glad my friends will always be there for me.

Got my license!!!!!

Finally after nearly 7 months I have my drivers license this morning. I was so nervous about the test because I'm pretty much the worst at parallel parking. But everything else went pretty good. I took my brother to get breakfast, and then I had to get a filling at the dentist. My mouth is so numb right now. It took 2 shots of novacaine (or however you spell it) to numb my lips. I don't have a lisp though which is a plus. Plus my pistol that I ordered came in today which made me even more happy. It's really heavy. I'll post a video of it soon. But now I must meet a friend to go for a drive. :D

Pretty good past few days. I finished my 5 hour course which actually took about nine and a half hours but it went by quickly. I got my smartphone back which has made texting and social networking so much easier. Plus tomorrow I'm spending the day in Lake George and on top of that, my dad is letting me drive there. Wide roads and high speeds lol. I tried running today on my ankle and it felt so good to run again, until the end. It started hurting again but I'm not worried. It'll heal in no time. Can't wait until I see "The Amazing Spiderman". It looks so good.                                           Unconditional by The Bravery

Oh boy, lol today was interesting. Last night I took the first half of my 5 hour course. It was a long 2 and a half hours let me tell you. After I went to my friend Ryan's house with my brother and stayed the night there. We just stayed up and watched funny movies all night and I fell asleep at around 3:30 and slept until 9:30. I waited until 1 to wake them up, and then we chilled for about an hour. After that, all three of us went outside to make an update video for our youtube account. It didn't go so well. No ideas come to mind for a video. Our old ideas were just stupid and childish lol. After our failed attempts at filming, I rolled my ankle twice in the same movement, and it hurt! No tears but I was on the ground for about 5 minutes. I can walk on it but it's swelling pretty bad so I don't think I should walk on it. I had to miss 7 on 7 because of it. I hope it doesn't last or else I'm screwed.

Today I watched the show "Wilfred" all day to recap on the last season. The season premiere is this thursday. At around 3 I went to a grad party, but unfortunately because of the rain there wasn't much to do. After that I went to taekwondo with my friend Cameron. He's learning very quickly and is testing next month. Sigh, it just doesn't feel the same anymore going there. It's weird, the person who got me into it hardly goes anymore. The class seems kinda dull to me now.

Summer Vacation 1

So far during this vacation I've watched two war movies. Coincidentally they are both about marines. "Jarhead" and "Brothers". "Jarhead" is based on desert storm in Kuwait. Very realistic plot. And now that I've watched these movies and have done some further studying, I'm left with two options. But I don't think I'll say what they are ;). I'm so tired, it's like I want to just keep sleeping (rolls eyes). Other than that I'm feeling pretty good so far. Yay optimism, I think. Well all is well that ends well.

Four down, one to go. I passed physics with an 81 on the regents exam, sooooo happy. Still going through my very confusing life. The depression has gone away, for now. Maybe it's just because of the upcoming vacation. I just wish people would have been as forgiving as I was. I went through so much over the years in the past, you'd think I could make one mistake that I could never afford to make again. It's official my life was meant to be full of regret. But how could I expect anyone to understand.