Pretty good past few days. I finished my 5 hour course which actually took about nine and a half hours but it went by quickly. I got my smartphone back which has made texting and social networking so much easier. Plus tomorrow I'm spending the day in Lake George and on top of that, my dad is letting me drive there. Wide roads and high speeds lol. I tried running today on my ankle and it felt so good to run again, until the end. It started hurting again but I'm not worried. It'll heal in no time. Can't wait until I see "The Amazing Spiderman". It looks so good.                                           Unconditional by The Bravery

Oh boy, lol today was interesting. Last night I took the first half of my 5 hour course. It was a long 2 and a half hours let me tell you. After I went to my friend Ryan's house with my brother and stayed the night there. We just stayed up and watched funny movies all night and I fell asleep at around 3:30 and slept until 9:30. I waited until 1 to wake them up, and then we chilled for about an hour. After that, all three of us went outside to make an update video for our youtube account. It didn't go so well. No ideas come to mind for a video. Our old ideas were just stupid and childish lol. After our failed attempts at filming, I rolled my ankle twice in the same movement, and it hurt! No tears but I was on the ground for about 5 minutes. I can walk on it but it's swelling pretty bad so I don't think I should walk on it. I had to miss 7 on 7 because of it. I hope it doesn't last or else I'm screwed.

Today I watched the show "Wilfred" all day to recap on the last season. The season premiere is this thursday. At around 3 I went to a grad party, but unfortunately because of the rain there wasn't much to do. After that I went to taekwondo with my friend Cameron. He's learning very quickly and is testing next month. Sigh, it just doesn't feel the same anymore going there. It's weird, the person who got me into it hardly goes anymore. The class seems kinda dull to me now.

Summer Vacation 1

So far during this vacation I've watched two war movies. Coincidentally they are both about marines. "Jarhead" and "Brothers". "Jarhead" is based on desert storm in Kuwait. Very realistic plot. And now that I've watched these movies and have done some further studying, I'm left with two options. But I don't think I'll say what they are ;). I'm so tired, it's like I want to just keep sleeping (rolls eyes). Other than that I'm feeling pretty good so far. Yay optimism, I think. Well all is well that ends well.

Four down, one to go. I passed physics with an 81 on the regents exam, sooooo happy. Still going through my very confusing life. The depression has gone away, for now. Maybe it's just because of the upcoming vacation. I just wish people would have been as forgiving as I was. I went through so much over the years in the past, you'd think I could make one mistake that I could never afford to make again. It's official my life was meant to be full of regret. But how could I expect anyone to understand.

Today was fun, it was a Mario Cart tournament. It was so much fun. Soooo much soda! Some tension in the beginning but things got better as the day went on. I guess since it's the end of the year "I don't want to end on bad terms." So I feel it's better to lead someone on and break their heart in the future instead of considering how horrible the other person is going to feel in the end but oh well. Once again I'm responsible for everything that's happening to me as everyone is responsible for their own fate. No one will change my lifes out come but myself, and I will not be reasoned with.

Well today was the last day of school. What can I say it was...misleading, but I'm the reason for that so I guess I don't have the right to complain. I wish I had something to look forward to but I can't when I have 6 tests ahead of me and 3 of them being regents. But if I pass all of them, I get to have a nice summer. If I don't then thats the story of my life. I'm going to get a job and I'll have jump camp, weight training, 7 on 7 and taekwondo. Busy busy busy. I had better be jacked by the end of it all too or I will just quit it all. Because if that won't fix me, then nothing will.

Nothing has changed much since my last post...that's all.